Tuesday, September 8, 2015

The last few weeks have been extremely hot. I hate the heat. I'm probably the only that loves the month of January more than the summer months. My favorite season is autumn and this last weekend the temperature was cooler. Cool enough to finally pull out some light sweaters. So of course I pulled out my sweaters and wore my favorite one. I always have a hard time putting this sweater away for the summer but I am ever so excited when I get to pull it back out. I got it a few years ago at free people and I paired with a relaxed tee from FP and some great denim from madewell. Two stores that I have a serious addiction to. It's horrible. 

Tuesday tunes

I have always been a Macklemore fan so I guess I am biased when it comes to his music. But have you listened to his new song "downtown" it's has a mix of old school hip hop and 80s rock. It's pretty good. If you have time also check out the music video 👌🏾 

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Emergency department

Recently I have started a new job. A position that I have applied to multiple times and haven't gotten even an interview. Till now. I have been working in the emergency department for three weeks now. This week I'm officially on my own and it has been nothing short of awesome. I have seen things that I normally wouldn't see on a cardiac unit let alone on any floor. Im sure that it's just the beginning. Down the road I hope to be trauma certified and I'll get to see more narrly, nasty things. Can't wait. But for now I'll just get use to doing more than cardiac and thoracic stuff. Tune in for more stuff as the days continue for me down in the ED.you never know what will happen. But I will say you have been warned. It could get a little gross for the faint and hearted. I have seen dislocated arms and legs that need to be popped back in to place and many many lacerations. It's a fun job and I am loving every second of it.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

I just would like to say how great it is to have roommates. I have had many. Some are great. Some not so much and some you just can't stand. I work, a lot. I sometimes don't have time to make a homecooked meal. But when I do. I clean up after myself.... Lately with past roommates.. I don't know if it's because I'm older but I have been cleaning up after them. I'm not your mother. It gets old real quick. If you want see my bitch side. Keep doing it. Old food stinks and eventually tracks ants. Yes we have an ant problem. 

Second. It's flipping summer. It's 90-100 degrees outside. When I am in the house, when anyone is in the house. Leave the A/C on. Your new into this house, we like the A/C in the summer. This is another way to get me in a bad mood. I hate summer, I hate the heat. I rather be cold. I'm so excited for winter. 

Alright. I'm done. Rant over. I need to live by myself and summer needs to end. Now.

Sunday, August 2, 2015

Preston.

this weekend I spent it up in Preston, Idaho. More like a day trip, since you can't do much in Preston. Now back story on why I was up in Preston. My grandparents (my dads parents) are both from Preston. They were high school sweetheart and when my grandpa meek came home from his mission, he married his sweetheart two weeks later. My aunt Diane wanted to check out Preston and I guess since this weekend was there parade, carnival and rodeo. It was the perfect time to go.

The day started out with tagging along with my dad and younger brother golfing at birch creek. I just hung out driving them around in the golf cart. It sounds pretty boring. But I actually like doing that. (Maybe I need to let that be known to the boys) the view of Logan/Smithfield was beautiful. Once we were done we checked into our hotel and I took a nap because I worked the previous night and was going on more than 12 hours of now sleep. Before we met up with the rest of the gang we drove by my grandparents houses and the neighborhood. My dad was so excited to show us the things he remembered from his childhood when he would visit his grandparents. Once we met up with the gang  we parked it on the parade route and enjoyed spending time with each other. The parade was pretty fun. I thought it was going to be lame. It reminded me of the park city parade before it became over crowded with spectators. I sure did get my sugar fix from the candy they threw at us. Once the parade was finished we headed over to the rodeo. I have my opinions about the rodeo. Yes it's fun. I had fun. I did not like it when baby calves were being thrown on there backs and there legs being tied to prevent them from moving. Yes I know that they aren't being harmed in any way but still. Once the rodeo was done, I decided to head all they way home with my older brother and his girlfriend versus staying the night in Logan. I wanted to sleep in my own bed. I was tired, emotional. Overall. It was good weekend. Don't know if I need to do that again. Ha.



Saturday, August 1, 2015

I'm pretty excited about this. Though I'm debating on running big cottonwood marathon in hopes to qualify for the Boston marathon. Decisions. Decisions.

I just have to get this off my chest. I really should just put it in my journal where no one can read it. But I'm not. I'm going to talk about it. We are going to talk about me, so bare other me. Their is one thing about my personality that is awesome and not awesome at the same time. Your probably thinking to yourself, what is she talking about. Those that truly know me might have seen this. Because It makes me look like a total bitch but after awhile and what happens sinks in, I'm getting a thank you from that person. So here we go. I am that girl when things bug me and depending on how much this thing bugs I will tell that person verse just getting over and moving on or just talk about you behind your back. I really try to not do that last one. Only because that has also bit me in the butt. Now that I'm 30 I just don't care what your thoughts are about me if I tell you the truth or how I feel about it. The other day I had to do that. Their is something about public display of affection that just annoys me. You might think that I'm jealous that you are in a relationship and I'm not. Trust me, im not. Im all about being affectionate to the one I love, behind closed doors. In public I will hold your hand, give you hugs, I will kiss you, and give you flirty eyes when I look at you. That's it. When I'm around friends or family, I will particate. I will not leave to be alone with my loved one. I have the rest of my life and then some to be with you. I cannot take back the moments that I miss with my friends and family. I know not everyone is like this. But I also want to be considerate of those around me. So if I tell you that I'm uncomfortable and withdraw myself from you. I'm not being rude. I'm not trying to be a bitch. I'm just telling you how I feel and probably how many others feel who don't have the balls to tell you. So be nice to the messenger. We are the ones that have the balls to say something.

Anyone's else that is like this? Or am I just truly a bitch. (Maybe that's why I'm not married)