the weekend.

i have a few posts about a certain half date. well friday night the "half date" boy texted me asking if i want to go out on a real date saturday. i said sure, but im going to the utah game. he wrote. "awesome, how about we go to chilli's with a few guys from my drum line. we go there after football games. i hope you dont mind they drink, but they are funny." i said sounds good, because i dont want to be "that" girl. but i ended up being that girl. and for that part of it, it comes up later in the story. i will feel bad if he ever happens to read this, but if so. really? really? back to the story. as my friday night went on i kept thinking about this so called "real" date. saturday came, i went to the game with Jessica and Ashley and told them. it seriously was a hangout. not even a date. and the whole i hangout with friends that drink kinda bugged me. so i was being "that" girl and told a little lie that family stuff came up and that i would have to take a rain check on this "real" date.  after said and done, i felt so much better. and my night was even better. i did something i dont think i would have ever thought of doing. silence dancing up and down gateway. whats silence dancing? the new mob dance. all you need is your ipod, headphones and some sick dance moves. got some crazy looks from people, maybe embarrassed a few people that we know. but you have no idea how much fun i had. now thats not just it, there is more. whats would top this? witnessing a mob dance. and not only witnessing a mob dance, but confusing one. saturday night, was a awesome night. Now onto sunday, i wasnt really excited about going to church. dont get me wrong, i love learning about the gospel but "half date" boy is in my singles ward. one oclock came and i decided just to go to sacrament meeting, which is last. got in their right before it started. i sat down in the back row next to my brother on the end of the bench. thought i was in the clear. nope. "half date" boy walks in, sits on the end of the bench next to me. i crossed my legs the other direction and pretty much sat like that for the rest of the meeting. meetings over and i am gathering up my things and he comes up and says. "so what happened?" me trying to be sly, and said "my little brother needed me... pause..... he is getting ready for his mission and he needed me. im always there for him" (WORST LIE EVER, and im the best liar in my family. btw thats something im not proud of..) he goes "cool" and tells me we can reschedule. i tell him im pretty busy the next two weeks. i explain my plans, which included vegas ragnar. i explain what ragnar is and he tells me you must love running to do that. i said yep. i love running. continues to stare at me while people come up and say hi to me. Im trying to start another conversation with someone so that he would go away but i failed every time. then i said "are you going to get some pancakes?" (we had a mingle after church) he tells me yes and i said "i hate pancakes." then i headed for the doors with him following behind to go and talk to someone that happened to serve the same mission that my little brother was called. start talking to him and i see "half date" boy storm to the gymnasium. what an odd duckling. 

sorry to dog you "half date" boy. but seriously. a real date is not hanging out with your buddies that drink..