wanted a day where you can just splurge and not have buyer remorse?
wished life could be less bumpy?
sometimes i think to myself, especially when the summer olympic are on and i am being memorized by michael phelps butterfly. why did i quite swimming when i had potential. 96' atlanta games, i told my mother i was going to the olympics. yes i know thats like every kids dream. but not to brag, i was a darn good swimmer and i rocked at butterfly. my own coach said my butterfly was beautiful.
sometimes i wish i could just drop what i am doing. not have to worry how much ill be spending and just head to the airport. who cares if its north dakota or taiwan. just give them my money and get on the plane. visit for who know how long and head home.
sometimes i wish i could shop. buy anything. clothes, makeup, cameras, cookware, anything. and not have a dime or at least have it feel like im not making a huge dent in my wallet.
sometimes i wish i could pull a "into the wild" thing and sell all my stuck and just bum my way around our beautiful country. and then if i run out of money clean dishes for some diner or whatever that will help me get to my next destination. but i will not end up in a bus in alaska.
sometimes i wish i could get paid doing whatever i am doing on that day. for example. i wake up, breakfast, school, run. lunch, errand, study, dinner, hanging out with friends. like wouldnt that be awesome. ehhh maybe not all the time. but every once in awhile
sometimes i wish my life would be less bumpy. that i would find my eternal companion, or at least get me in that direction. but i always have to stop and think. i dont think i would be where i am today. yeah i still need to work on things. yea i still am dealing with things that cause stress in my life. but i learn from them. if their is someone out there that has no bumps on there path, i would consider them boring. because they have no stories, they are pretty much blank.
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